I broke up with my ex a month ago and even though it’s been extremely hard I know it’ll be worth it. I’ve been doing virtual school all semester because it’s easier. Well now they decide to tell us that everyone has to take their finals in person. We have a class together and the final is 4 hours long plus we have to have lunch in the same room. I haven’t seen him since before we broke up and it’s gonna kill me. I know I hurt him and I don’t want to go back to how I was feeling when we first broke up. We have to sit in alphabetical order and our last names are right next to each other. I knew I’d have to see him at some point but I didn’t think it would be like this. I’m really stressing about it and it makes me sick to have to see him. I don’t know how to handle it. Also please don’t be rude or anything. This is my first real breakup and this is the boy I lost my virginity to. I wish it could all go away 😔