I am part of a friend group where everyone is a couple. There’s A & K, B & B, A & C, and at the time I was a couple but shit happened now it’s just me. So it’s all of them ^ plus their whole family who treats me like family. I went over last night just to watch the fight on HBO but with that family all we do is drink and drink. One of the guys in the group (mind I’m 20, and he’s 27) Well I always smoke w him cuz he’s the only smoker in the group, and anytime it’s just us there’s never any type of tension or anything. We strictly talk about work etc. Last night I was got crossed: drunk & high. So I couldn’t drive so I took the couch. Well so did the guy I’ll call him A ( A & C couple) who btw have a baby on the way... well I tried to sleep w my sister on the couch but couldn’t fit so i was just gonna stay in the kitchen since there wasn’t enough room. But A said I could lay down and sleep which is what I intended on doing. But then after a min or two he’s whispering in my ear about how much he likes me and for how long etc. And that he wants to go “smoke” in the car. I said no I can’t. I said no multiple times saying I can’t do anything w him bc of his BM and his baby on the way. I just can’t do that. Well I told him this and he stopped and he fell asleep so I did too. I woke up some time later to him kissing me everywhere and had his hands in my pants etc. See I like the guy but I never thought it’d get to that, he’s like family. He was always flirty w me but I told myself to never involve myself. Anyways long story short I told him multiple reasons as to why I can’t have sex w him including the fact I was ON MY PERIOD had a whole tampon in and everything. Well he pulled it out after pulling down my pants and after saying no i cant multiple times, he still did. Only for a quick sec before my sister woke up and wanted to go home.... now she is mad at me bc she saw me with my pants down and it just looked SO bad. I feel guilty like so so so guilty but idk if this is my fault or not. I voiced that i didn’t want to but I also wouldn’t have minded if he was single like I would have let him. But it was the fact he’s got a gf and a baby on the way. And my sister doesn’t even want to be near me and thinks I’m a whore. What do I do, like I explained to her what happened and she still looks at me like I’m dirty. I feel horrible.