Nicu mommies

How did you do it ? I’m so angry, I’m so frustrated. I dont trust anyone with my baby while he’s in the Nicu , he’s healthy just need to learn how to eat 80% of his food via bottle . I’m just so angry mad , sad , emotional . I don’t trust any of the nurses , doctors etc . I feel so bad that I can’t be there 24/7. As a mother I feel bad watching him there and him not getting enough attention unless he’s getting fed or getting his temperature taken etc.