My boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me a week ago. There was no warning signs or any hints he was gonna leave. He’s excuse was “you aren’t happy.” Even though i wasn’t . I just wish I knew why. And what hurts the most was an hour before I was thinking about how excited I am for our future and everything him and I talked about doing. He literally switched from wanting to marry me to breaking my heart in a week. I found out 2 days ago that next morning...not even 10 hours later he went and picked up mine and his old friend. The reason we stopped being friends with her was because she had a sex dream and told everyone in our group not to tell me about and that she likes him. I came home last night to him on FaceTime with her he told her to Shh and when he realized I saw him do that he laughed at me... I have a really big feeling that she’s the reason he broke up with me. What he’s doing is physical hurting me..my chest hurts, I can’t stop shaking, I feel like I’m gonna throw up all the time and my vision goes out every now and then. I struggle with sleep every night. And I struggle with wanting you get out of bed. It feels like my thoughts are tearing my brain apart. I feel like him leaving was my fault that I wasn’t good enough.