Late night ramblings

Just some late night ramblings of a girl that is still looking for that one and stumbling my way through life. Hopefully this speaks to someone else and puts a smile on your face.

Here’s to the girls like us!

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I’m quiet until I’m comfortable around you.

I’m not the smooth talker

I’m not the girl that everyone notices

I’m the girl thats shy around people

I’m the girl that dances around the kitchen off beat singing at the top of her lungs.

I’m the girl that won’t ever ask for help but will do everything in my power to make sure you don’t struggle

I ain’t the girl that everyone loves and I’m okay with that I’m me and unapologetic about it.

But I am the girl that will notice the little things like how you geek out at old barns or the pride you have in your work, the way kids will always have your full attention and can turn you into putty in an instant.

I’m not perfect by any means I’m moody I have bad days, I get sassy when I’m hungry and grumpy when I don’t get enough sleep.

But even though I know I’m staying up to late and getting out of bed tomorrow morning will be harder than normal I will do it every time just to talk to you, just to see the way you start acting goofy when you get sleep deprived.

The late night karaoke snaps, the being excited about the little things like finding a hole in the wall western store. The cheesy pick up lines, the goofy smiles, and even the grumpy snaps. That’s what makes me check my phone every time I hear a ding hoping it’s you or the reasons why when I’m having a bad day I just wanna talk to you.

Even though I tease you about working to hard, it’s one of your best qualities. it shows that you aren’t afraid of working towards a goal, working till you get it right, and sticking it out through the hard times.

I love the way seeing an old tractor lights up your eyes, or the way you never get down and am able to turn a bad situation into one you can laugh about.

I know it not always gonna be all goofy smiles, cheesy pickup lines, and laughter. But even on a bad day your still the guy I want by my side to argue with, to be upset at, or to fight the world with.

You might just be a lesson passing through showing me what I deserve or what I am capable of.

I hope this isn’t true I hope your a cute story I tell my kids when they ask how mom and dad met or 60 years down the road sitting around our grand children and seeing your Ornery sparkle in their eyes.

I hope this time it’s not talking everyday to occasionally, to you being a stranger. Because I don’t know if I can make it through that again.

So here’s to lessons or love, trying to figure out if your a ever after or a just for now. Here’s to me and here’s to you. Here’s to happily ever after and all that entails.

Sincerely,

A lost girl looking for love.