Soo if you guys have any tips, quotes, ideas w/e let me know please! What has worked for you? What should I avoid?

In the summertime I weighed 175lbs. Looked the best I have ever and I felt amazing. Now I’m like above 200. I’m literally thee heaviest I’ve ever been😳. I avoid the mirror and only have sex with my so in the dark. He says I’m still beautiful and he desires me but I don’t desire myself. I hate putting cloths on or being anywhere but on my bed.

I decided that if I wasn’t prego this month I would go hard and commit on working out and eating clean. Working from home has made me lazy in every aspect of my life. But I want to take back control of my life. But I need a little help guys.

I’m tired of waiting one more day or tomorrow I’ll do it. To quote Rent there’s “no day but today”.

Thanks all in advance! 💜

ps this GIF was me last night with tacos.