Sad...

idonnowhodisis

Went in for a 3d ultrasound hoping to get some pictures of my son.

he wasn't sitting right so couldn't get any pictures and got told that my belly is really small which I've been so embarrassed about so it really broke my heart.

So drove an hour for no pictures and being embarrassed that my body couldn't do one job so my day is completely ruined :(

I know I should be greatful that am even able to grow a child but it's still really really painful to hear that I have no bump cuz duh I know I've been crying about it constantly and counting down days and hoping that I would finally get that nice round bump... but I'm 28 weeks and it STILL didnt happen..

so I'm just sad right now.