Scared!!

I had my daughter 3 years ago had a csection and So long story short I had my son almost a year ago through csection and while I was having him I had a uterine rupture and I hemorrhage and I recently just found out I’m pregnant again and I’m stressing out because people tell me it is bad to have another kid after having a uterine rupture and hemorrhage has anybody delt with this before? This baby #3 wasn’t planned dad said he’s been non fertile for a very long time. Please help !!