Manipulative..

There’s this guy I WAS friends with he knows I’ve been assaulted , he said “oh u like when boys touch you.” Then said it was a joke , he’s been saying subtle shit like that and then tries to manipulate me into thinking I’m being sensitive... like wtf or he’ll say “I’m sorry you feel that way.” I am very lonely have nobody else to talk too because there very fake and unauthentic. He’s not any better but I can’t find anybody willing to spend time with me , because people often choose there fake friends over there real, I do not know what to do he apologize it’s insincere. I know he doesn’t say this to any other females it’s just me because I’m not apart of a certain crowd I just don’t know what to do. My closest bestfriend started acting weird and fake when I was in a relationship, she started leaving me on read and ignoring me, then said she would change but never did while I was in the relationship after the relationship she wanted to be buddy buddy , my other bestfriend during Halloween she said “she was coming.” Doesn’t follow through on plans tbh ... so I’m just very lonely :/ I don’t have anybody to be honest I am at the point of cutting him off because there’s not any purpose .(I can’t even make new friends because of covid)