I want my ex-husband back...

Update:

Also added a text message so you all can read this madness...

So he just left... we were having such a nice time catching up on things. Maybe I should’ve just enjoyed spending time together and hanging out but I just wanted questions answered.

Why did you leave? I asked. “I never wanted to leave just so you know” he responds. “Then why did you leave me?”

He then goes on to bring up every argument that we’ve ever had for the eight years prior to justify why I treat him like shit. Mind you he’s talking about when I’m PMSing and he doesn’t know how to deal with it.

I cooked every meal, did every dish, clean the house. I contributed half of everything to the household. But I treat him like shit.

My response “have I gotten better with reacting when I’m PMSing/angry?

His answer “yes a lot better.”

So then why did you leave me when I needed you the most? Long pause... “I can’t believe your putting this all on me!?”

Literally he can’t admit that his overreacting broke up a perfectly amazing marriage over the stupid stress of 2020 and his meddling mother he let’s make all of his life decisions...

I’m happy to say I’ve finally stopped crying. Reality is setting in, I’m broke alone... but I’m hopeful. Wish me luck ladies🙏

My husband and I broke up in July. He’s the one who filed for divorce. This year has just been very hard for both of us with the Covid issues. We both lost our jobs it’s been very very difficult. The stress of it made us argue and I went into a deep depression.

Now fast forward six months later, we both miss each other. He’s coming over tonight to talk and I don’t know if it’s to tell me that we’re really over and make my tears stop, or that he wants to try to work on things... the papers are filed, judge approved our joint petition to divorce and it’s officially over (in the eyes of the court not my heart)

My question is, an I crazy to want him back? I just love him more than anything. We don’t have kids no reason to go back but love. Am I crazy?