Grief During Pregnancy

I’m curious if anyone has experience with this. I’m 6 months pregnant and have been struggling with prenatal depression. Last week my beloved dog passed away suddenly at only 4 years old. He was and is my baby. Losing him was my worst fear and I’ve never felt grief like this before, not even with my pregnancy loss in March. This feels worse than losing a family member. I’m having such a hard time.

I’m around my husband and parents but I feel so isolated because this pregnancy has already been so difficult and hard on me and now that my sweet dog has passed away I’m the most depressed and hopeless ive ever been.

We put our place on the market before he died in hopes of buying a new home before the baby comes, and now we have no choice, because it’s too painful to return to our old home without our baby. We’re basically staying with family until it sells and we can buy a new place.

Everything just feels so lost and up in the air. My body doesn’t feel like mine, I’m grieving the worst loss of my entire life, and husband and I are essentially without a home of our own for the time being. The rug feels ripped out from under me.

Has anyone else dealt with immense grief and depression during pregnancy? How did you handle it?