Tired rant

We’ve tried so hard to get pregnant again for 1 year+. I am so tired of being pregnant. Emotionally and physically. This time around my s/o isn’t as compassionate. I have to hide my feelings when I’m about to cry because “I’m overly emotional”. The smallest things are making me upset now I just want to press fast forward to baby being 6 months old. Ive just been feeling emotionally alone lately. Rant over