Scared, nervous & excited

I’m 22 years old, dropped out of college because I can’t do this whole online crap especially in med school. (Only labs were on campus) So I decided to wait until everything settles down & work for 2 years. I just found out I’m pregnant & I already have an almost 2 year old. I’m so excited for this baby, my spouse included! But I just can’t picture myself with 2 kids! It’s scary 😅 Let alone one kid, I didn’t see myself having kids at all! lol. I love my son so much though, I hope everything falls into place for my family. I’m so nervous to tell my dad, he is currently incarcerated & is getting out in January hopefully. He hasn’t been there for most of my sons life, only his first 7/8 months. (It wasn’t serious charges lol) Anyway, last time we talked he asked if anything was cooking in the oven lol I said no, & he said good. Wait awhile lol. I’m a mommy & daddy’s girl, even though I’m 22 years old. I’ve always aimed to please. I hate letting them down. Anyway, my vent of the night