C section 2nd time

Tomorrow I go in for my second c section, terrified to say the least. My first one was horrible, I had an anxiety attack & then I felt them cutting so I was knocked out. I had the epidural last go around and I’m getting the spinal this time which makes me nervous as well, I’ve heard it hurts worse than the epidural.

Also, Im scared of getting tested for covid even though I’m about to have a major surgery😂😂🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I just hate stuff up my nose lmao

Someone send some encouraging words my way please🤞🏼