Fighting the urge to throw up😭 breakup💔

Things have been rocky between my boyfriend and I for maybe a month now.. we’ve been together for almost two years and I feel like the issues have always been there because we argue about the same exact things every time. To the point, if those issues were fixed, we wouldn’t argue because that’s legit all we argue about.

The main issues are that he never initiates us hanging out and his mom is the type that lets it be known that no girl will ever come before her.

I’m tired of arguing over the same things and I know breaking up was the best thing to do but I feel like I’m gonna throw up😭 we talked about marriage. I thought he was gonna be my husband😭 he told me that he was gonna work on himself and hopefully we can get back together in the future, but I just want to text him and say that I want us to get back together😭😭