Could really use some encouragement 😭

Megan • Married to my best friend 💍, mama to 🐶🐶🐶🐱👼👼👼

Hey ladies, new to this group. My husband and I have been ttc for 4 years with 3 losses and have PCOS. We just had our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> this month. Currently 9dpt and 7dpiui. I feel like it's just not going to work because of my weight. This is the heaviest I've ever been. Played softball my whole life and have always been so fit. Currently 240. It started when I was around 19 when my mom passed away and its spiraled downhill ever since. But got really bad just a couple of years ago battling depression from a job I was very stuck at. I'm working on myself. I'm really trying. But I feel like I've ruined chances of conceiving. 😭 please tell me this isnt the end for us. Anxiety is getting the best of me tonight..