I’m going for my 4th csection in may and I’m absolutely terrified. I broke down in the doctors office today because I asked if there was any chance of doing it natural. My third csection was the most traumatic because I felt them cut into scar tissue and then proceeded to have a panic attack on the table while my doctor recused to listen to me. She didn’t believe I could feel it even though I screamed with every cut. I’m afraid of reliving that moment.