Secondary infertility

Anyone TTC baby number two for a while now? We are going on 19 month of TTC. We’ve both seen our doctors and had tests done, now we are just waiting to see a specialist to hear some of our options. I know many women have been trying much longer than we have, but I just feel like giving up now. My husband doesn’t seem to feel that way. But honestly I’m just exhausted from the emotional toll it’s taking. I feel like I just want to stop trying and enjoy and be grateful for the child I do have, and stop wishing for another one. Any one else feel the same way?