Trying to conceive

Does anyone else feel like it's not going to happen. I see people getting pregnant everywhere and I'm so happy for them, but sometimes also super jealous. Have been trying nearly 2 years and my husband's last sperm test was low with not great motility. He had his follow up test booked for December but was in hospital, got rescheduled for February 18th now. Hoping this is our year...really! I know people say don't think about it, don't stress about etc. I have good days when I think its not the right time, there's a bigger plan. (My husband lost his job recently and has had kidney stones regularly, so his health is getting better but not 100%). And some days I just feel sad.

I do the ovulation tests, log data, take vitamins and pre conception tablets etc.

I wish I was posting on the group for the big fat positives or pregnancy reveals group...baby dust to all