Squirt or did I just piss myself?

So I’ve had a wand for awhile but anytime I felt close to orgasming I’d stop. But lately I’ve been letting myself get there and I can’t tell if I just peed my self or if I squirted? 😭 my bed has a big puddle & it doesn’t really smell like pee and now I’m convinced that I just pissed myself I’m confused PLEASE HELP