Keep going or give up? 🤯

Is anyone else mentally struggling with the decision of continuing ttc, taking a break or giving up in general? It has been a LONG 3 years of ttc, of negative test, of procedures & testing and being told I can't get pregnant or it will be extremely difficult for me due to being over weight, diabetic & having only 1 ovary. Finally got pregnant in October only to have a chemical pregnancy. Decided to take a break in December only to be ovulating this week wondering if last month could of been my month or if this month is my month & I'm letting my most fertile months go by seeing that I'm almost 33. What's making my decision even harder is that 3 weeks ago my Husband lost his job of almost 17 years 🥺. Financially right now having a kid is a horrible idea but it's not like it's coming tomorrow or next week. UGHHH this mental torture is the worst!