Serious problem

I have a serious problem. I am so jealous and insecure. To the point it affects my daily life.

I had an anxiety attack this morning because a girl me and my husband were friends with in the past posted on snap chat her listening to this specific song.. long story short the day before I kinda dogged on my husband for listening to that song and told him it was weird and he said he really liked it. Then I see she posted this the next day and it gave me a nervous pit in my stomach.

I zoom in on his exes photos and just stare at them. Feeling sad.

I can’t really initiate sex because I’m just not confident enough.

I truly internally struggle with these issues, it’s not cute or funny. It causes me not lose my appetite, to have nightmares, ruins my relationship with my husband, probably the stress has taken years off my life I’m not

Kidding.

Rant over I just hate this