Ttc rant 😔

We have been trying now for almost 2 years. I got pregnant once in September which ended in an early miscarriage, and now I’m back to square one with back to back negatives again every month.

It’s just so draining I don’t want to give up and sadly I can’t just ‘not think about it’ or stop trying, because I use progesterone suppositories so I need to know when I ovulate in order to know when to use them so the focus is always very much on bbt, opks, and having sex at the right times.

12DPO and another negative so guess I will stop with the progesterone for this cycle now and allow my period to start. That’s the other rubbish thing, I can’t just wait to see if I miss a period I still have to test every month regardless to know whether to stop the progesterone.

Anyone else in a similar boat?! 😩😭 just desperate to see a positive again and start a family