So I really want to try for a natural birth this is my last baby and my other two were cesarean my current plan is natural with a planned cesarean if I don’t have her early. What I’m terrified is that I’m so petite and hear about tarring and my current baby is measuring large. I’m also scared about all the after pain that comes with natural delivery. The recovery for my cesareans were easy. I just want the opportunity to not be sedated when my baby comes into the world and finally feel like I got the emotional and physical experience of giving birth.