9 dpo now... TMI

Defeated once again this month... was hoping baby #2 was gonna be on the way... but here’s to wishful thinking again.... I think I’m just gonna give up hope and go back on birth control again... I’m tired of being defeated every month. Been trying since October 2020. And I’m really tired of crying.

These were the pics I took yesterday morning and now I got a negative this a.m with frer. The other one was one step response from yesterday.

A had this from 6 dpo, 7 dpo, and 8 dpo.