Another negative.

Laci

I feel so stupid every time I’ve convinced myself to take another pregnancy test just to realize it’s another negative. I thought this time would be different. My boobs have been sore for over a week, headaches and tired all the time. I told myself I’m probably about to start my period but something told to take a test. Well I did and I wish I hadn’t. Every time I see a negative line I feel like I loose more hope and seems even more impossible. I did test at night because I didn’t want to wait and didn’t realize there was only one test in the packet but who am I kidding. I have lost 60 pounds and have only had one normal period back in November. Everyone I know is pregnant and I am so jealous it makes me sick. I hate this.