As soon as I had my child I realized I can’t have another one right now. So I got it a week after my postpartum period was over. After that I started to get a lot of headaches and then my sex drive became non existent. The only reason why I have it is because I am not mentally and financially ready to have another one. So many people talk so bad about it and I mean I get it honestly but is it bad that I still have it to just not have another child? I know there are other options but I feel like this is the easiest way. And now I don’t have insurance. A lot of people tell me it’s terrible that I deal with headaches all the time and I also haven’t had a period since I got the birth control. The sex drive part is causing issues because my partner is the complete opposite and literally needs it. We always fight about it because he thinks the relationship is based on that and I tell him we can do it but he says he doesn’t want it to be forced but I honestly don’t feel anything. He has tried everything and I just feel annoyed. I don’t know what to do I feel like it will all go downhill eventually. He goes to another state to work and I’m just terrified that he will cheat. I trust him but my anxiety gets the best of me.