on a break?

so on wednesday my bf dumped me over snap bc i missed him and asked him if he could call me once a day since we barely text and he works and we live in different towns. i’ve basically been crying nonstop since then bc i’m a dumb bitch. but also then he told me on thursday that he wants to get back together in a year and i was like 🤨🤨🤨sir.... i’m not waiting for your ass for a year when having you just out of reach feels like this like that’s not fair to me. and he was like okay but since you’re begging now i don’t even know if i want to be with you and i was like ya cause you dumped me i already know that. then yesterday he told me that we were just on a break so he didn’t know why i was freaking out and i was like no we not tf you literally dumped me. and he was like but now i wanna try again in a month and we are still best friends, but it doesn’t feel like it bc when i tell him how i feel or try and talk to him he gets annoyed and upset and calls it fighting. 😑😑😑 he told me that he still loves me and wants to be with me but he needs time bc all i do is fight. 🙄 i texted him last night and was like i still love you but this shit ur putting me through is too much for me and so i’m just going to stop reaching out and let you come to me when you’re ready and i’ll decide then. i feel like maybe that was a good thing to say bc i really do love him and i miss him and i want to be with him so bad, but what’s happening rn is so bad for my mental health. i don’t feel like it’s fair to ask me to wait a month for him? am i just being crazy? i also don’t think it’s too much to ask for him to call me once a day since we barely talk otherwise, am i wrong abt that? i’m just really sad in general rn bc i feel like i lost my best friend and boyfriend and the same time and idk what to do. pls give me feedback or advice ladies!! thank you 🥺💕