i wanted this baby. but my boyfriend doesn’t. he says if we keep it then we have to coparent because it would be too much on him. he’s basically so scared that he would leave but still provide for the baby but wouldn’t have enough to provide for me in the same way he would if we don’t have the baby. we live together but we don’t have jobs, my dad helps with the rent and he won’t if I keep it. im in school full time also. we’ve been job hunting but it’s hard with covid.. and if he left I couldn’t pay rent alone. ive reached out to many resources but I don’t want to be a single mom.. i never have. i don’t want to raise a baby in a broken family. it’s not fair. i mentally couldn’t do it. my boyfriend said he wants kids with me eventually but the timing right now is horrible. he wants to abort it and use this as our motivation to get jobs and save our assess off and have kids in a few years when we’re financially ready. 😓 it took both of us to make this baby so i cannot keep it if he doesn’t want it.. his opinion matters too even though I do know it’s my body but it’s our child..

im making the heart breaking decision of having an abortion.. tomorrow afternoon. i hope this is the right decision. my entire family thinks it is without a doubt 😔 I pray I recover from this. im so sorry to my unborn baby you deserved so much better😔

please pray for me and give me any advice.. when i pass the baby do i bury it? what do I do. i can’t believe I’ll go through something so traumatizing and I really hope I can recover 😔