We haven’t officially put a title on it because I’m being weird about that like I want to know him really well before I’m like “THIS IS MY BOYFRIEND”

Yeah. Hes also perfect, like I haven’t found one thing that is bad or turns me off and that freaks me out because everyone does something you don’t like, nobody is perfect so I’m waiting to see what that thing is 👀 I’m 24 and he’s 23

But he is beautiful, everything about him. And he has DIMPLES, it’s the cutest shit in the world. When he smiles my eyes almost melt out of my head OKAY THATS ENOUGH ABOUT LOOKS.

He keeps doing things that are like.. bringing me small gifts.

If he comes over and notices I need something like paper towels or pet food he goes and gets it. He CLEANS MY HOUSE. He spot cleaned my house like to MY standards while I was asleep and I woke up to the smell of lavender like “WHO DO WHAT WHY?”

He also fixed my kitchen and bathroom sinks and my water heater. ALL WHILE I WAS ASLEEP.

I have barn yard animals, I have goats, chickens, ducks, he went and bought all of them food because he noticed they were running low.

If he spends the night the first thing he does is wake up before me to feed them and he’s made friends with the goats. MY goats favor him more than they do me and I don’t even know why because I hand raised those fart knocks with bottles.

I woke up to breakfast in bed, and it was like GORMET breakfast. This dude can cook too.

And if you’re wondering.. I’ll go ahead and add it, the sex is.. wow. He’s the full package plus some.

So I’m thinking WTF? This doesn’t just happen. You don’t just wake up one day with a man doing all of this so what does he want? I don’t have anything to offer him, he’s stable. He has money. (Giant bags of animal feed isn’t cheap)

He has his own place, his own car, I’ve already had PLENTY of sex with him so WHAT DOES HE WANT.

Some back story or it won’t make sense: we were friends for a few years because we had mutual friends and i asked him why he was doing all of this and his response is basically “I’ve been waiting to do it for years. I’ve wanted you for years, I have always liked your personality, it’s extremely attractive and I like all these little things about you but I thought I never had a chance.”

And I’m not going to lie I felt the same way, and this is EMBARRASSING to admit but I felt like I wasn’t good enough for him. I was the one to ask him out (not really “out” because pandemic)

I thought I was gonna make a fool of myself good lord. I thought he’d be laughing at my text.

Nooooope he literally dropped everything and came to my house to hang out.

So when I heard he thought he didn’t have a chance i almost peed myself in laughter.

The only thing is his dog, and I have posted about her before in the rant room but NOT like you think. She is THE BEST dog I have ever met and I like her so much that I let her sleep in my bed on top of me. I am allergic to dogs, and he is too but he figured out a solution to that via her diet, she’s on some high dollar diet. It works honestly like I didn’t get hives from her like I thought I would,

But today I woke up in my bed like dying from allergies and had to wash all my bedding so I don’t know if I had some delayed allergic reaction but today I’m like dying and can’t stop sneezing.

How sad would it be if she can’t sleep in my bed with me? Maybe that’s the thing I’m looking for👀 the only bad thing about him is that his dog makes me sneeze real bad but that can easily be dealt with by buying her a bed and putting it next to mine so when she sleeps over with him she can sleep as a neighbor so that I don’t wake up sneezing my eyes out

That would suck though because I have learned to love on her when I have anxiety, I’ll call her up to my bed and pet her ears and it calms MY anxiety down and she gave me puppy fever reaaall bad. I’m sad