Hello I am a mother of 4 I have three kids here with me ! 10 , 6 and 3 And one angel baby , my husband and I where trying again to get pregnant but right now not even with him everything is good 🥺😭.....I don’t know if I am the only one , please let me know if you are going throughout the same and what you do to don’t feel like that Although I have had the “support” of my family I have always felt that at the same time it is like

If we bother or hinder it is not that they say it but sometimes the facts, looks or gestures speak more than a thousand words we don’t live close by and sometimes we don’t go often and we usually don’t stay over night that’s really really rare , (sometimes the kids stay in the night and we pick them up early morning ) when we don’t go and visit they will ask when are we going and that they want to see the kids ! But I don’t even know for what if at the end they will be just mad or complaining about anything even if my son cry sometimes I just wish I had the opportunity to move far away far from everyone where I don’t know no body and I could just try to live I ojos it may sounds

Crazy but sometimes I feel the have more preferences in the house with my other siblings ,

Because it is like if I am the one that do everything wrong , or that what I do it doesn’t matter sometimes I just feel so sad , heart broken and hopeless that I want to just fall asleep and never

Wake up 😓🥺😭😩 I feel that no body loves me

Or care about me ! But if you took you

Time

To read until

Here THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU !

And share any advice if you can ❤️