I HATE my body!

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Still no period after over a month off bc! I was only on it for 3 months! I’ve taken pregnancy tests and they were negative. The one I took yesterday had an evap like that gave me hope but I know it’s not real. I’ve been nauseous the past 2 days and for what? I know I’m not pregnant. My hormones are just going crazy apparently and making me sick and I just want my freaking period already!