My bf popped the condom and I got pregnant. I’m 10 weeks rn but it’s not something I wanted. I feel like my life is ruined. He left me saying he doesn’t wanna be a dad but he spent $600 on baby stuff. Like what the fuck?

Now I’m stuck living with my mom and unhappy. I wanna put the baby up for adoption kind of but HIS MOM and his sister are excited about the baby.

The thing is I’m hurt because he left me like this. I’m extremely depressed and I have no stability anymore because he kicked me out for absolutely no reason. He hit me, threatened me, threatened to kill my friends, me and himself too.

I can’t get a job right now because no one wants to hire a pregnant woman in reality, and it’s winter so no where is hiring. Ive been applying but no one calls back. I feel so freaking lost right now. His family would flip if I told them I don’t wanna do it. I was thinking of giving him the baby because i honestly just can’t. He did this to me without my knowledge. I’m in college and everything is so hard right now. I feel selfish but my situation is HORRIBLE. Just him knowing I didn’t want a baby yet and he fucking entrapped me. Beyond hurt.