I know everyone says don’t think about it focus on something else it’s when you don’t think about having a baby when it happens well I say yeah right that’s all easier said than done i think about my little Angel every day every month I avoid the baby isle at the stores and when I see a preggers I melt man oh man when will I be able to surprise my hubby with an announcement with the cutest gesture I don’t know but it makes me feel broken I recently got engaged on my birthday on the 01-23 and the first thought I had was I wish I had a surprise baby announcement I’m starting to feel helpless