Dont know anymore

We argue a lot. But then evening times when we watch films together all is good. But when we argue its bad. Horrible nasty things are said. He's decided to call wedding off too

He says the most awful things when argue calls me ugly, a cunt, a bitch.

Yet when getting on OK I'm his best friend 😔🤔

He always threatens to leave and now tbh I am sick of it.

He even grows his hair n beard I'm like it looks nice then he shaves it off when arguing its like a power thing

He's 30years old