Heartbroken 🥺

Red

I’m so heartbroken 😞 I started cramping and spotting light brown but it progressed throughout the day. I woke up @3 am cramping more and the bleeding turn into red 🥺 so here comes Friday I wake up to the same thing but then around 11am it stopped for at least 3 hours so I laid down to rest thinking I’ve just over done myself. Well it started back and worse so I went to the Er around 6 crying my eyes out. They run a few test and determine I had a uti so they brought in antibiotics while I waited for the ultrasound. Did the ultrasound and it came back that the baby was only measuring around five weeks but based off my last I should be 10 weeks come this Sunday. So I’m completely devastated 🥺 they said I’m earlier than I think or I’m having a miscarriage. So today the bleeding and cramping has progressed and gotten worse so there’s no doubt in my mind it is a miscarriage. Ladies I’m so heartbroken I wanted my baby more than anything 😔 Just to add I’ve been super Stressed and also breastfeeding my 15 month old so I have so many emotions of guilt hurt and confusion. I know God has a plan I just wish I knew what it was. Please pray for me I need it 🥺