Lately I’ve been in my thoughts. I want o share my news with people but then again I do not want to share. Some people do not have our (the baby and I) best intentions at hand. You would think I would know if they did or did not, right? That’s the thing, people will mask it with “fake love.” Some people are great at being master manipulators.

Anyway, my mother in law and I do not get along that well. She’s done some things I don’t rock with. I’m not sure if her son has told her. As for as I know he has not and does not want to tell his side of the family. I’m not sure if I want to tell his mom because of past the between us (her and I). I also do not want to hide her future grandbaby from her. This baby is multiracial and her first granddaughter is as well but it’s different with me (the movement, moved differently for me, if you know what I mean). She said she sees no color but...

I want to be petty but then again, I do not.

Suggestions?