I had it with my first now my second

I am sobbing uncontrollable at random times I get so upset I get sick, I don't want to eat but I force myself I don't want to do anything like house work I miss my baby inside of me kicking and hiccups... I know she's here but my body doesn't understand what is going on..

My unemployment was cut off again after having issues on file for 8 weeks I got it for 2 weeks now I have nothing and that's more stress...

My husband's job is crappy his boss didn't want to let him have 4 days off I ended up having a emergency surgery after my section had popped open and my insides was hanging out so now I have axiety 10X worse it will happen again and I just dont want to be alone but have nobody he has to go back to work tomorrow.. my mom dad and brother and niece all tested positive for covid the day I delivered luckly I was not around them... my mother in law doesn't understand how I feel and makes it worse the only person who understands me is my husband he knows I'm going through PPD be noticed it before I did and comforts me but I know he has to go back to work it's just really hard on me..