Herpes.

I’ve posted a few times about this...but I got my test results back and tested positive for genital herpes. Now I have to tell my husband that I have it. He was aware that it was a possibility. I don’t believe I got it from him and if I did than I don’t think he knew he had it.

I feel disgusting and I’m regretting every decision I’ve made and every person I’ve been with that led up to this.

I really need some positivity. Some hope that outbreaks won’t be frequent because it was seriously so painful and I never want to go through it again.

Ugh...i don’t want my husband to view me differently. I’m going to encourage him to go get a test for antibodies to see if he has it or not.

Has anybody gone through this before?