Hiding pregnancy from husband

Me and my husband been married two years, since then i've gotten pregnant twice both ended up in miscarriage.

Before we got married I lied about being pregnant twice. I know that was dumb.

But I recently had a miscarriage last month, I've tested until I seen a negative. This morning I took a test it had a vvvfl. If this is a new pregnancy but I plan on hiding the fact i'm pregnant until i'm about 6 months along.

I plan on doing this because I don't want to get his hopes up. Have anyone else ever felt this way??