So when i first met this guy in 2018 he was interested in a friend of mine so i couldn't do much with the feelings i had for him. My friend unfortunately couldn't reciprocate his feelings due to her family and culture so they never had anything serious. She just strung him along cause she liked the attention and he was persistent until a year later he finally realized that he was flogging a dead horse so he stopped pursuing my friend and they stopped talking.

He then turned his attention towards me,, he'd come over and see me almost weekly, to just hang out and chill. When he started asking me out i was already dealing with another messy relationship first of all, and then i was quite skeptical cause he was just recently into my friend so i turned him down and ghosted him for 9 months, then i finally reached out cause i was horny and we scheduled a dick appointment immediately i texted😂

Of course i started getting anxious about the whole situation cause we haven't interacted in over 9 months, idk what or who he's been doing and that appointment was agreed upon too fast but i still went😂 i performed and it was really amazing tbh (and safe😌)

So here's the gist...while having sex with him for the very first time (the appointment) after he came the first round ol'dude starts talking bout some "oh i want a serious committing relationship" 😑 so my anxiety starts kicking in again cause i honestly just wanted FWB and idk his 9 month story so i start asking him before he jumps to me is he single, he says he has a girlfriend but the relationship is staling, they're just playing ego games at the moment yadayada.... So at the end of the appointment i left him knowing that I'm open to a relationship but he has lose ends to tie first.

Like 3 days later we're on the phone having a nice conversation and he blurts out "i love you" i freeze and hang up but text him about it later so i don't leave things too awkward.

Another 3 days later he tells me he finally broke up with his situation and that he's ready for us and my dumbass said yes I'll have you as my boyfriend.

It's been two weeks since, I've been nothing but skeptical and anxious about this whole situation and i don't really think i wanted a relationship. How do i move?