This month was the month I was suppose to bring our newborn home..

doesn't seem real, wish it wasn't real. It feels like a nightmare that is still happening but it's the reality.

Ever since we found out i had a MMC (missed miscarriage) back in June 2020, being told and seen that our baby had no heartbeat and stopped growing exactly at 9 weeks when I suppose to been 10 weeks 3 days that day. Felt like a stab in my heart and felt like the world is ending. Blamed it all on myself cause I have hypothyroidism that messes up my hormones and still blame myself for it. Couldn't do anything about it though. Screaming crying wanting my baby back.

9 months went by, gets harder by the day. Even though i have my other two kids, im thankful for them everyday, that was still our little baby. Baby was their brother or sister.

I miss our baby so much💔

Fly high baby, I love you. Can't wait to meet you one day. We all miss you.

Literally that same day at the OB when we found out about our baby. 💔