Ok I need advice.. I don’t usually put my business out there or ever talk to freinds or anything about my relationship because I feel that it would be one sided advice.. but I’m here to ask for advice and don’t be afraid to be blunt with me.. my fiancé of 9 years recently cheated on me with another woman I was shocked because this is very unlike him and truly it broke my heart I am in the process of forgiving him because I do believe in 2nd chances and I believe that he is changing. We have a 2 year old old and I am currently 34 weeks pregnant with our son. Recently I found out that he watches porn I mentioned it to him and we have always had the conversation that I am ok as long as we watch it together but if your doing it behind my back it makes me feel like shit or like you don’t want me.. so he agreed that he wouldn’t watch and that it was wrong of him. Well the other night he was in the bathroom and his phone connects to the speaker in our room needless to say he was watching porn. I kept my mouth closed and went to bed pissed off just tired of even explaining how I feel. I left it alone today I caught him watching when I came into the room he pretended he wasn’t watching . I give this man sex almost every day sometimes 3 times a day I don’t know what else to do or how to feel except disrespected. Am I wrong for being pissed off about this.. I literally don’t understand and these are not the only times just the recent that I have caught him. This has happend several times and he claims he just don’t wanna bother me bc he knows I’m tired from taking care of a toddler all day. But that’s not the point I would rather him at least try and me tell him ya I’m not in the mood or not tonight bc most of the time I am in the fuckin mood and he knows it! I am frustrated and so many say this is normal and I shouldn’t be mad. I already have trust issues that we are working on now I’m constantly worried he’s wanking off to another woman everyday. I just need to know has any other ladies felt this way am I just being insecure?