Last year I fell pregnant by a guy I was seeing who was narcissistic and mentally abused me. It was so hard on me because I wanted to have the baby but I didn’t want him to be in my life forever. My mom really Influenced my decision by telling me she wasn’t going to help me and that I couldn’t live with her... and he wasn’t going to let me live with him either. I cried for months over my decision that I had to make.

Now I’m seeing a great guy. I’ve been on the mini pill since after my abortion. I found out two days ago I’m pregnant again.... He’s excited and willing to buy us a place to live and do it together but I feel like my family and my friends are going to be SO ashamed in me for getting pregnant again not even a year later... I’m so scared to tell anyone because I feel ashamed and I know at least 1 person is gonna tell me to get an abortion again like they all did last time. But I said I never would again.... it was SO hard on me last time I had to see a therapist. I can’t go through it again... So I’m not, I’m going to have it... I’m so confused and ashamed