Anxiety before appts.

Hannah

Does anyone else feel particularly worried or anxious before OB appts or ultrasounds? My 12 week appt is Tuesday and I hoping once I get past that with all good news I’ll feel better, but the anxiety/worry that I will get bad news or not see a heart beat is so hard! It’s also even more nerve wracking bc I am pregnant with twins after suffering 2 hard losses last year all right before 12 weeks. My bump has grown and I have symptoms so I try to say everything is all good, but I haven’t even felt super happy about the pregnancy yet bc I want this so badly and am so worried something will happen before the second trimester. It’s so hard! Anyone else deal with feelings like this or is everyone else just super happy and enjoying every minute?