Vent post more than anything....

I’m 7dp3dt today and this wait is killing me!! I’ve done 8 IUIs (one worked with miscarriage at 8 weeks) and this is by far the hardest wait ever. I feel like I’m also starting to obsess about things like my midway labs. My E2 was 173, P4 was 26.87. Which are great, they’re normal. But then I look back at my midways from IUIs and my E2 and P4 were always higher? Just praying soooo hard this works. I’ve been having mild cramps since Saturday. Sunday I had more pinching type feelings, tonight the same. Normally AF would be starting by now so it’s hard not to overthink things. All the baby dust and prayers would be so appreciated!