TTC is heartbreaking 💔

I’m 24 from UK, and we are nearly hitting 1 year of ttc 😔

I ovulate every month, have regular periods, and we bd every second/third day.

Myself and my partner both have a son each from previous relationships which were complete surprises for both of us🤷🏻‍♀️

But for some reason we just can’t conceive one together, I’ve had 3 chemical pregnancies now💔

And I’m just finding it so hard to keep positive about the experience. I want to enjoy ttc but I just can’t, and I don’t think I ever will, having the constant fear of getting that positive test and it just disappearing 😢

All I want is those two pink lines that will get darker and darker as the days go on 🤞

I really don’t know what we are doing wrong? 💔