I have been trying to become pregnant for almost 3 years now, I have pretty much gave up hope and stopped trying so hard.

I am afraid to test being I have gotten SO MANY negatives that it breaks my heart every single time...

I have PCOS, so my periods arent always regular, but if I miss a period its ALWAYS EXACTLY a week after.

I am now 11 days late on my period, horrible acid reflux, I feel sick everytime I eat, and every smell is making me sick. Should I say screw it and test and risk it being negative and going through the hurt again? Or should I just see if my period comes this month?