I’m 20w pregnant and still feel triggered by social media pregnancy announcements

I’m a little embarrassed/ashamed by this, but I’m going to voice it anyway. I had a rough road to get to this pregnancy. During the worst of it, pregnancy announcements used to send me for an emotional spiral. It was always so tough to feel like it just never was my turn. I still felt happy for those announcing, but so incredibly sad for me. Feelings of jealousy and resentment were definitely a struggle too. Fast forward to the present. I’m 20w pregnant with a healthy baby girl and still find that I get a little upset initially when I see announcements. When does this go away? Does it ever? This resentment and jealousy isn’t healthy I know.