So ive gained a lot of weight recently and I previously struggled with an eating disorder. The scale is super triggered for me at my appointments. Would it be okay to refuse the scale or ask them to not share my weight with me? If I see my weight getting even higher I’m going to have the urge to starve myself and I truly am trying to eat for my daughter. Please offer some KIND advice!! When I see ive gained or lost weight i become obsessed and it’s extremely triggering

(I do wanna add I am not obese and my weight has never been a concern)